salamat for letting me know that i am not the only grieving parent in the world. i guess it really does not get any better.
your angel and my justin probably are having a blast there somewhere. let me just share with you this popular poem.
ASCENSION
And if I go,
while you're still here...
Know that I live on,
vibrating to a different measure
--behind a thin veil you cannot see through.
You will not see me,
so you must have faith.
I wait for the time when we can soar together again,
--both aware of each other.
Until then, live your life to its fullest.
And when you need me,
Just whisper my name in your heart,
...I will be there.
"Ascension"
Copyright ©1987, Colleen Corah Hitchcock
Hi GeL
Hi Angel... hows everything? We miss you!! Nga pala ate jem wants to thank you for being there when I needed help I know nandun kayo ni kuya JimJim mo to help and guide me when I delivered your niece... I wish you are here to hold her and to Play with her. Your kuya chovy told me that you love kids =p Seandrea is so blessed having you in her life.
We love you so much gel...
:)
i miss you angel! :'( i know where you're at right now is a much better place! bcoz where the LORD is, everything is perfect!!! :)iloveyou!
Miss you more each day....
As days passes by, the more I am longing for you. I imagine how beautiful lady you are now with long hair, slim body and Im sure you are totally pretty as ever. I just wish I can overcome the truth that you're not here anymore though I know in my heart that you are always here with us. I believed in signs coming from above, like the butterfly flies with me when I was driving the car, I always feel your presence, Anak I miss you.
Missing you at Christmas
You've gone to live with Jesus,
But I miss you quite a lot
And think about you often,
My heart tied in a knot.
Though I miss you all the time
Christmas season is the worst
I see many happy people
While my heavy heart could burst.
I look upon the Christmas tree
Its lights all aglow
And wish you were here to share it
That you hadn't had to go.
But as I think about it
I can't remain so sad
For you are there in glory,
With every reason to be glad.
I sing a Christmas carol
And feel you hold my hand
As you did when you were present
In this far off distant land.
I lay a special gift for you
Beneath the Christmas tree,
Then I will take it out and give it
To some hurting soul like me.
How can I be sad that you are gone
When you are full of joy,
And worship Him in person,
God's perfect Angel.
The love you gave is present
And always comforts me;
It warms my life and fills my heart
With wonderful memories.
Christmas is a pleasant time
Of peace and joy and love,
I know we'll still share it
When I join you above.
So, my love, I'll dry my eyes
And wipe away the tears,
For I'll be with you again
At the end of all my years.
This lovely Christmas season,
I'll be strong for you this year,
as you look down from Heaven,
I'll count my blessings dear.
A Year Later
Am I different now?
Sometimes it seems that way--
That I have only one identity:
A mother who has lost a child.
Do others think of me that way, too?
The pain has seared my very soul
And left scars on my psyche.
Do they show?
Do strangers mark me as one who mourns?
I do sometimes laugh now,
But I never truly forget.
I remember HER laughter
And wish I could hear it once more.
I feel guilty whenever I forget for even an instant
That She is gone and will never come back.
But my heart goes on beating
And my lungs go on breathing
And the days go on passing,
One by one.
I begin to take small pleasures,
Just baby steps at first--
Sights or sounds or colors or tastes.
But soon I am running again
And sometimes I even feel joy.
Then I remember
What joy SHE always found in life,
And then I don't feel guilty any more.
I can almost see her smile
As I finally learn this lesson.
I love You My Angel...
We love you more than words can say,
this feeling will never go away.
You are in our hearts and in our thoughts,
no matter how far apart we are.
The time we had was precious but some will say '13 years is too short'.
But to us it felt a lifetime and all the joy we had just being with you,
in the space of time we had, we knew we had gotten a gift from above.
For all we have now is your pictures, and your memories that will lasts Forever...
but this doesn't make us sad, for Jesus chose you for a reason as he did us mom and dad.
You are, our ANGEL , a gift from above and this message comes with lots of love.
So Jesus up above please give our ANGEL lots of love for we send it every second until we meet in again.
I LOVE YOU... ANGEL
hi
your mom told me about the new site she has set up for you i visited it tonight and it is so very clear that all your family miss you dearly i lit you a candle and i placed you a flower.you be sure to keep guiding your mom and dad and the rest of your family.you were so brave hidding the pain
sweetdreams angel xxxx
..never ever say goodbye..
As a child there were them times
I didnt get it but you kept me alive
I didnt know why you didnt show up sometimes
Its something more than saying I miss you
But when we talked too
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
Theres so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still Ill give the whole world to see your face
And Im bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good Ive done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
Its so hard to accept the fact youre gone forever
We will put our hand way up high
We will never say bye
We will lift our head to the sky cause we will never say goodbye ..
..love u GEL..
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