I feel so sad and
low, I just felt my
tears falling down my
face. Again, I
don't feel like
doing anything just
to get stuck here on
ur pc, remembering u
is all I want to do.
I love you I miss u
so much!
lapit na tayong
umuwi, u always
wanted for a
vacation, and I know
u have the most
wonderful vacation
anyone is wishing
for, I miss u so much
anak, I love you!
Sana kasama ka pa
namin.
u're almost like
Gelo, even the love
of pizza, he's
the one asking us to
order for it. these
past days he always
asking for u, missing
u so much. I love u
gel, and I really
miss u. Wish
u're here wid us
esp wid Gelo.
You're so miss
these days, so sad
without u here.
Gelo's always
mentioning ur name,
he just knew ur in
school but always
talk to ur picture. I
know he misses u so
much. Miss u too.
it's almost a
year now, still
holding u here in my
heart, d pain of
losing u gets deeper.
I may not be a
perfect mom to u, i
tried my best to be
& know that u
know how much I
really love u, even
if sumtyms I had a
hard time showin it.
11 mos had passed, it
seems u're just
here yesterday. You
must be very
beautiful by now,
lovely face, long
hair & slim body,
u always wanted to be
sexy. You're so
sexy anak,
you're always
beautiful.
I'm missing u so
much. God knows how I
wished to see u, I
always pray & ask
HIM to have moment
wid u, just a moment
in my dream,
I'll be ok &
at peace if that
happens.
Time is so fast,
still can't find
time to heal the pain
of losing u. God is
good, He gives me
comfort but am still
seeking for the
wisdom to accept the
truth. No matter how
I try I still can
find ways. I miss u!
Sori if times I dnt
look at ur pics so
close, I get stucked
& started to cry
alot, feel so down
& low. Oh God!
how long I'll be
like this. God's
word 'Truth will
set u free' But
am still denying the
truth.
I cried a lot last
nyt as if I was not
breathing, I prayed
to God for just one
moment with u, to see
u in my dream, to
talked to u, to say
I'm sorry &
how much I really
love you. Im missing
u so much, Gel. Just
one moment, to make
me at peace.
Gelo & Dad
singing together,
just like u & dad
doing before. Gelo
sings so good just
like u, we miss u so
much, sana nakikita
mo si Gelo, sana
kasama ka nya. Sana
nabigyan muna kayo ng
time together, Gelo
misses u alot.
what abt our deal,
remember, u told
& promise me
u'll take care
of Gelo when mom is
not here, kaya lang
anak, u leave us, it
has to be me, the
first to go, not YOU.
Nxt year Gelo will go
to school but
u're not here to
look after him.
